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| Everyone seems to want a bite of that big red crunchy and juicy apple...
And that made me the luckiest person on earth as I thought I owned that apple,
only to realised that the apple does not want to be eaten by me at all.
It hopes to be shared, before it looses its glory in my hand..
So near and yet so far... it hurts so much that it leaves me speachless.
Holding it in my plams, looking at it but feeling so far from it.
I guess I do not have the rights to be dissapointed, as I was once like
the apple, leaving a hope with no choice. Even if I am
dissapointed, I shall be held responsibility coz I shouldn't be
expecting to be worth liked at the first place.
I am starting to hate this city, coz I can't catch up with its
pace. I m stuck in between being brave to grow up, or continue
being ignorant in this complication.
Having written so much, I am swirl into this city again, only being able to speak to the blog and no one else.
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| I remember I used to have a Jungle Book, where I get to decide
whether Mowgli should move to page 86 or 52 and then you realised no
matter which route you
took, you'll end up at the same ending page where everyone lives
happily ever after.
Ahh... that almost explains what I've been up to for 3 months, an
interactive program where the audience get to participate in the story
development. The production of the show is finally done with a
'happily ever after' ending. While the audience enjoy helping
their favourite characters make decisions, I wish someone could do that
for me. So I've decided to allow someone else to decide for my
life. Isn't that much easier?
Since young, Mom has trained me up to be an independent child, making
me decide my own hairstyles, food, hobbies, etc. But I guess I
have grown up to be quite a dissapointment, and of all people, I
dissapoint myself most... everytime i make a bad judgment.
Yesterday, I made a decision that I would never ever forget and I would
never want to forget. It might not be a great deal but choosing
this option was a hundred time worst than deciding to go to the dentist.
Maybe its just not the most happiest day for me, maybe its just another
day where I think everything is turning against me, maybe its just
another day where I just can't take it anymore and wished that someone
could bear the pain with me.
Maybe if I just keep telling myself it is just another day, life wouldn't be so miserable.
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| Nice to remember, nice to hold, once broken consider sold.
Why put it on the shelf, just to worried about it getting broken?
Why wait for a prospect buyer, when you know they are solely yours?
It is just fair to put it away in a box, when we realised that the shelf life is over.
Rather, taking a peek when the correct time comes, would not put it in crisis.
memories, still lovin mine a lot.
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| Tomorrow I’ll be 23 years old,
and I miss Perth.
** Err, what’s the relation? **
** Argh, can you please get over
it? **
** Grow up will ya? **
Once in a while, when the voices
in my head get over my nerves, I’ll comfort myself by missing Perth. **Ah… the holy land** I think I am being
reluctant to grow up again. There are
too many uncertainties and too many loose ends that I’ve already got tired of
tying up. Well, who says the process of growing up is
fun anyway?
The society tends to inject certain
hopes into you, just to tell you that the values are only here to be
revert. ** So now you are blaming in on
the society? **
~click~
Than the light bulb on my
head switches on as I was wandering through the gardenclouds. In there, I grasp on an idea: “we whine and
moan, only becoz we know that we can’t change others”. At first I wonder what will happen if one
day, the citizens of my country stops complaining to the government? Then I thought, shouldn’t we just do our part and appreciate that
at least our country doesn’t starve us? In fact, its not only mere basic necessity that is being provided, our 'wants' are taken care of too.
** So what are you trying to say? ** Stop questioning our own choices,
in this case the government we voted for. Stop whining and being
stubborn to change others while we are just waiting for another excuse
to change ourself.
Let's be happy (kai xin jiu hao). After all, evolution and revolution did not happen to one person
nor did only one person initiate it. So, its not up to me alone to worry about it. For
better or worst, isn’t it better to enjoy the developments with a smile rather
than a frown?
** shut up and grow up lah!! ** muahahaha | | |
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This movie was simply mesmerizing. While looking for the perfect
word to describe it, this word was hinted in one of the scenes.
The aesthetic of cinematography in this film was done in a very lively,
colourful and fun way. I haven't done any research on this film
yet, but I think the director and the scriptwriter has given this
narrative a lot of effort, especially to portray the naive but genuine
children's imagination. To tell a story about a complicated
object created by adults, in the shoe of a simple mind, such as that of
a child's was nicely done, making me smile all the way.
Overall, thumbs up, from a pop culture fan.
Oh, and to share a bit if you've watched it, I used to enter those
reader's digest competition with my grandpa, as he would ask me to fill
it in for him and send.
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